Lately i've been likened to a ghost or spirit on the grounds of being evasive , ie: of not being there as much as people would want me too.. so i wonder, should you even attempt to be the multiple man?

Anyways, i was just thinking the other that we nowadays don't take the time to actually live.. i say, it's as if were being lived.. We tend to be more like the fihs in the river that just get carried away when we should actually try to be more active and attempt to le ave the river and take  a look...
 

i fear im not making a terrible amount of sense here.. oh my..

I just did thius thing two days ago where i went to the lake behind campus, sat on the grass, put on some beethoven and jsut look around and it felt awesome, like i was part of something bigger, rather than just a random thing.. I think after that i msut have spent 10 minutes jsut lying thre on the grass looking at the clouds and it felt good, i used to do that all the time when i was a kid.. and i remember i was much more calm and composed back then..

Oh, ok, ok.. and what about watching animals do stuff? did you ever take the time to sit around and jsut watch your cat go around the place, playinbg around, yadda yadda yadda?

It's extremlt conforting and brings about serenity by the bucketload... when i do that i just feel so good..

and this is the real world...




GOAL TO ADD TO THE GOAL LIST: make the effort of writting blog entries previously to                                                                       inputing them  in zaadz's blog otherwise people                                                                           won't be able to understand what the **** im on                                                                           about :)



       goya

GOOOOOOOOOOODDDD MMMOOOORRRNNNNIIINNNGGG !!!


It's 07.22 ECT, or 09.22 and i just hope, put on some shorts, hooded sweater and tonkersand went out to get my mom some breakfast. She's visiting  only for a day..
The thing is, im normally very picky about how  i look when  im leave the house, but ever ssince i kinda woke up to life's true meaning ( shared here by all zaadzters, the be bigger with the world view, etc..). so i woke up, got dressed and left.. no contact lenses, no personal grooming ( yet!) and i jsut left to greet the day without a care in the world.. Hoh, and yeah, i do live in a college campus so it was funny to walk around like that and have everyone look at me like a freak.. helps seing things in perspective, shows me just how much i dont really care what the others think as long as im  ok.. Moreover, if i dont trust their judgement on my daily life , why should i bother  wether they think i llok like a freak or act bizarrely?

Im just living and trying to reach my honest true potential as a soul..

It's very liberating and empowering to be able to do such.. heck, I'm typing this in the College librabry as if i was still back home, having woken up and slouched myself in the living room computer... eheheheh

Maybe you all should consider this, throw your social conventions away and just let go some and let go a bit..

I bet you'll feel great..

Lemme know how you feel


I'm gonna take these croissants back to my student dorm so my mom can have proper brekkie and put on  my contacts...

If these actual st atement is riddleded with typos and such, it"s merely because im half blind without my glasses/contact lenses, so be advised and especially cut me some morning slack..


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Have a greeeeeeat Zaaday



Namaste 



goya

  You guys aware of those people that join thosemulti-user sites like Orkut or Hi5 just so they can get their egos boosted, get girls or have mindless discussions about what they hold to be right?

Well, I used to be one of them, but i decided to detached myself from that way of life and so i erased all my profiles, all my info from such sites and i decided to actually join this one, cause i reckon, "hey, i might actually learn something"  when i decide to log in and kill some time..

I want to go back to the real world with this notion that i actually invested my time rather than having been careless with it...

i feel this is actually the place to do it...

This is like.... taking your soul for a jog....

you wise?


Goya